Am I an illusion
Am I just a dream
Inside, ((I am nothing))
Like what I may seem

Inside I am nervous
Inside I am shy
Inside I can't breathe
I can't laugh, I just cry

Deep down in my chest
Lies a broken old heart
As silent as death
Since at death did we part

I'm numb and I'm broken
I'm lost and confused
I'm often mispoken
I'm easily bruised

I'm not worth a thing
To the ones that I love
I feel warmth from below
And a [vacant] above